I dunno why. I feel like today is a day for mourning. I feel that something went drastically wrong over the last few days but I just could not put my fingers on it. It is just something out there that is stifling, frightening, shameful and disgusting.
Let me meditate over it. For those who should feel shameful or shameless, please repent.
Those who can feel it may want to wear black to mark this day. The sun is so bright but the feeling is so dark.